Sunday, July 25, 2010 http://simpleduqi.blogspot.com/ 21:12
Sunday, April 04, 2010 This used to be my must-sing-song in Kbox. Nice song. Decided to end off this blog with this song. I'll welcome my brand new life. =)
Saturday, April 03, 2010 Copied from a comment in Facebook. hahah.
We must all suffer one of the 2 things: the pain of discipline or the pain of regret or disappointment- Jim Rohn 11:04
Love only blossom when the brain and the mind coincides. =) 01:31
Been thinking a lot and that's why I'm blogging more than usual. There are many questions that pop out of my head. The one that has been bugging me the most is: Why am I treated this way? I feel like I dont deserve this treatment.
But I realised the answer is quite simple. That is: The world is just unfair.
Haaa. So easy right.
When one give, one does not expect reciprocation. But most people do hope that the person whom they give to doesn't turn against them. In fact they shouldn't.
But some humans are just cruel. Look at how some children cheat off their parents' life long savings. They did it without the consideration of how their parents have provided them with yearrrrss of unconditional love. I cant help but sigh. This is the world we are living in.. Comparing the parents loss to my loss, mine is like 小巫见大巫.
Love is a gamble. Nobody forced me to place my stakes. I trusted him and took the gamble. So now, I merely lost a gamble and I should just accept the results without being a sore loser. Nothing that I should grumble about.
Need some time to recover from the debts and earn some stakes before I decide if I want to gamble again. Haaaa. 01:18
Friday, April 02, 2010 Booooooo! My all time favorite. =)
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Hate "fishmongers" 00:01
Thursday, April 01, 2010 There is just this tingling need to stay in contact. And it just keep tickling and tickling me.
Shoo shoo.. go away!! 10:10
Wednesday, March 31, 2010 Its at the low point in your life that you start to appreciate those around you.
Thanks to jasmine. I really owe her a lot after the incident. And I'm sorry too. I have missed quite a couple of runs. Thanks for being my listening ear, crying for me, warding off my additional troubles as well as being there when needed. And most importantly you are a source of my courage!!
(Probably its fated that I got to rest my ankle)
Thanks to my colleagues. Especially those who saw me break down but pretended they never see anything. It wasn't intentional. I just lost control for a while. Sorry.
Thanks to ben ben who sent me back home after I sprained my ankle.
Thanks to those who showed concern. I didn't name all. The list cant end. I appreciate you all from the bottom of my heart. 23:06
How does it feel to build your happiness on your love ones misery? Probably he doesn't love me anymore.
Once his heart is no longer with you, it doesnt matter how many chances you give him. The more chances you give, the more you show your stupidity.
I guess I am one of those people who need to bang wall several times before waking up to the cruel reality.
The pain is so intense. But its a prove that I'm still alive.
Do I sound very emo?
To those who hope to know my story. I was quite ashamed to tell it. But it is part of my growing up process. Good or bad I should document it down. In summary, he sacrificed my happiness to continue with his prior chapter in life.
However I still do not understand why will a person sacrifice his existing happiness to pursue his regrets in the past. Wont that just cause more regrets? I respect his decision though.
Bite and clench on and believe that happiness is awaiting. 07:42
Saturday, March 27, 2010 This is my pengu 一号.
This is my pengu 二号. 21:19
Painful but necessary decision. One that needs to be done to forget the past and to move forward. Bite and clench on, and believe that happiness is awaiting me
21:14
Itachi Uchiha.
The most respectable character I have seen from so many animes that I have watched. I wondered if there is anyone so great in this real world.
He is now my favorite character of all time.
To know that someone lived for you and sacrificed EVERYTHING for you is tremendous pressure. Furthermore he made Sasuke Uchiha killed him. Probably it is better is to die of sickness. At least if Sasuke eventually knows the truth, he wont be in so much pain.
I guess he couldnt escape in time. Now his little brother is going to revenge for him. And by revenging, Sasuke will be destroying whatever Itachi has been trying to protect all the while.
Sad!!
Haaaa. why am I analyzing anime.
But he is my favorite character.. He is like how strong la. *Admiration*
