Wednesday, February 01, 2006
I begin questioning about my training again.. Am I training hard or am I just going through the motion?? I dunno!!! 
But I know my improvement have become stagnant.. I need to do something to break this stagnant level for another peak and I think it is running.. My cardio... I have known that I need to train up, but I am just too lazy..
Excuses excuses excuses..
I think I got no more desire in me for winning in competition.. But if this is true, then why do I join canoeing?? Maybe I just miss the bonds that canoeing brings me and miss being fit.. To tell the truth I and quite glad that sdba is cancelled and we are not taking part in the national marathon championship and I might not need to take part in MR500.. I think somehow I just feel that I'm not prepared enough for any competition..
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