Thursday, May 29, 2008
Just as I got a bit more motivation to start to run, I got down sick again.. ROAARRRRR
Yup, its my gastric, AGAIN. So learning from my past experience, I went to see a doc straight get some medicine and took light meals. It seems like it is recovering fast.
But I have been getting a LOT of gas in my stomach and they are like churning and gurgling and making funny noises in my stomach.. heh.. and its getting uncomfortable. I tried searching the net, but I still couldnt figure out what they are.
My guess is that its due to the gas produced when I took my antacid. shrugs..
I guess I have to put running aside till I recover.
Or am I just finding excuses??
Hurhur
21:35
Monday, May 26, 2008
I SERIOUSLY NEED A RUNNING PARTNER..
Time to update my running progress for my AHM..
I have been trying to train up my running ever since I signed up for the 21km run, which was somewhere in april?? Running twice a week of distance not less than half an hour. But I think I got ambitious and started running longer distance. and soon, I got bored of running long dist altogether. And the motivation to keep up my running mileage dipped all the way. Instead of building up my mileage, my mileage keep decreasing all the way to zero last week..
I remember running to the bicycle traffic light in bishan from my home with mel and back. It took 39mins.. When I took the same route today, I almost died and only clocked a timing of 39:30. Average HR of 179 and at a maximum of 202 (when i sprint at the end to get below 40mins mark) Mel, I'm waiting for you to come back to run with me!!
Oh man!! I need to train..
19:52
Sunday, May 25, 2008
People are complaining that I am not updating my blog. Yup, I am not. Not so much because I am not free to, but its because there is nothing really interesting happening.
I have been kind of detached from all my social circles recently. The main reason is because my dad is home and I know that I should be staying at home on the weekends so that my mum can get a breather and probably go out for a while. Thus my life for these past months have been working, sleeping, watching anime, watching tv, running occasionally, and trying to learn a lot of funny funny software but without much success.
As a result, my life is getting so monotonous that it just repeats itself everyday and every week. I didnt feel much at first. But after a while I realised that I have become rather antisocial. I.e not meeting friends, not talking to people, not going online on msn, etc. I seem to be trying to exclude myself from the external world. And my mood has been getting bad. PMS?? I dont think so.
I think its a stay-at-home+montonous-lifestyle-sydrome.. hurhur.. I am blogging about this cos I thought I found back my old self at the Singapore national concrete canoe competition. Helping out with "my team mates", and playing frisbee together. It has been a great day. Taking part in funny funny competitions and enjoying ourselves. (On a side note:NUS team cliched both the first and second place finishing. Congrats to them. =) they deserve it for the hardwork they put in.. )
But for now whenever I go out in the weekends, I will start feeling guilty for not being able to stay at home. This is becoming a vicious cycle. If this continue, I think my stay-at-home syndrome will get worse. I need to break out of it. BUT HOW??
20:17
Wednesday, May 07, 2008
I have been quite slack at my job recently. Mainly bcos one of my supervisor leaving the company. Thus now I'm only left with one supervisor to give me work.
As such, to fill up some of my free time, I actually saved quite a few html and css webpages into my thumbdrive and bring it to work to read. (fyi: I dont have internet access in the office)
Butttttttttttttttt, after desperately trying to do my first webpage from scratch, I have been failing miserably. Internal hyperlink doesnt seem to work, background size is off, colours arent matching to what i want, webby working only in IE but not mozilla etc, etc, etc
when i solved one problem, another pops out.. Argghhhhhh.. to make things worse, html doesnt have a compiler to tell you that there is a syntax error, instead it just give you a nonsense webpage when you open it leaving you with little clue of what is wrong..
argghhhhhhhhhhhhh.. I AM A NOOBBBBBBBBB.. siannnnn and meh meh is so lazy that he doesnt even want to give me an example of how to position an image properly. so being super xiao qi, i vow not to ask him for help anymore liao.
and being super xiao qi, i ll forever remember that he keep wanting to hang up my phonecall bcos he is gaming or watching tv, together with his unfulfilled promise of calling me back..
being rather frustrated, maybe i ll break from html for a while..
21:14