Thursday, February 09, 2006

Indeed very very very upset.. I didnt know I could get so upset just be a few words.. Maybe its because it came out from someone I cared for that I couldnt ignore, and it was said in such a way that i think he meant it..

I appreciated his help a lot a lot, and I could see that he is really sincere to help to the last.. But But cos I'm pressurized by the time as I promised him that I will sleep before 12 and leaving with many questions undone, I told him its ok.. Furthermore its hard to give instructions to how to play with a program through words.. But he got more frustrated and suddenly go offline.. I know its was partially my fault, cos its me who started to ask for his help.. But, his reaction is too ....

Now that its already after 12, I know I broke my promise, but I dunno what to do.. I'm frustrated, upset, sick, shock and??? I dont really care if I sleep late or that my fever worsen tmr, those doesnt matter anymore, maybe I should just disappear into the thin air. That may feel better than sitting here.. I dont know what to do anymore..

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