Friday, March 31, 2006

I HATE PROGRAMMING.. THE COMPUTER IS SO STUPID.. SO DUMB... ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH...

No one will know how important is a semicolon then prgrammers.. Its like a hell of difference la..

I finally know how smart humans are..

12:43

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PEIYING
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JEN
Haven been able to use the comp for this few days cos my sis is too busy with her projects and stuff.. So i specially wake up especially early in the morning to watch my math webcast and to blog and i got to giveup trying to try to run my programme i have written for CS1101C to see if it runs..

So many things that I actually wanted to blog but didnt have the resources to.. Have been sleeping so late recently and I actually found out that I can survived with only 4-5 hours sleep each day, just that it is very tiring.. =p lol..

Ziyang's schedule has jumbled up and no longer books out on every weekends but alternate and in the weekdays.. Hmmm, dunno such change will be good not.. But actually doesnt really matter la..

Have been training consistently recently, but the day to day training is getting rather boring for me.. Bleah.. =p jia you jia you ba..

07:41

Monday, March 27, 2006

So tired.. Have been sleeping like 1 plus this few days.. Ya.. I know.. Damn early right?? But its damn late for me liao.. Normally sleep at like 11 la.. Then got to wake up at 7plus lei.

Enping says I'm fat......... Argggghhhh... Yup i know i'm fat.. Hmm i think time to reduce them, then my boat can be faster.. Hmm.. But enping is so bad.. He is a . Though he never explicitly says... but still..

hmm only seen him like countable times with the fingers on one hand this month.. Bleah.. Army so bad, keep confining people.. But ok la, confinement might be good in some way too..

23:17

Saturday, March 25, 2006

23:55

Hmm.. This week so slack, never really manage to do stuff.. One is cos I dont feel like doing, but also because I cant do much cos i dunno know to do..

But this week I became the captain of the canoeing team.. Hmm... Was quite shocked the team trusted me so much since I joined the team one semester later than the rest.. Hmm.. This is definitely gonna be so different from the nj experience.. then I got sofia, who has been a wonderful captain, but now with a much smaller team who has much more automony within individuals, i wonder the road ahead.. But i'm quite sure it wouldnt be a smooth one.. Jia you ba, hope I dont gu fu their trust..

Ziyang's weekend is burnt again.. So long never see him le........................

12:56

Thursday, March 23, 2006

I got a friend who was complaining to me that there was this guy who sat beside her and was super noisy during lectures causing her to be unable to concentrate and understand what the CS1101c lecture was about.. She clearly seems to be very angry and very irritated..

BUT THEN, the thing is she was sitting like a few rowS behind me and a few rowS out of me during the cm1502 lectures but I can still hear very clearly the noise she and her companions were making..

I guess the noise level wont be less than what the guy who sat next to her made.

Hmm.. Humans are like that, they usually dont think too about how others are affected by their actions, they just do merely what they like.. I dont deny that I this kind of person in certain areas too.. Hmmm...

18:34

Tuesday, March 21, 2006

Lol.. Sorry.. What should have been a 5 mins journey became 15 mins.. Lol.. my fault.. Sorry.. Lol..

Hmm today i was so amazed at the apparatus in the chem lab.. Though the lab is old and non-air-con, it has damn lots of apparatus.. Got super big pipette.. I have only seen like micro-pipette in bio labs which are super super small before but have never seen such a big one.. Its like 100ml la.. and the conical flask is like how small.. 25ml?? lol..

yay, I'm back on a k, so much lighter, hmm but I hate rudder blisters.. Bleah..

22:15

Monday, March 20, 2006

I guess I should just not expect too much from myself regarding my academic.. Today's test is a total disaster.. I could only do one question, but i heard several people say that the test is damn easy.. I guess we are of different calibre..

Yup, from now on, I should just expect the best from myself and not compare with others.. In the end what grade or what honours I get just reflects on who I am.. I'm not going to be sad just because I am who I am.. Comparison isnt going to end.. There are bound to be people better than you.. And if I want to compare, I'm already like how much luckier than so many others..

Yup.. So from now on, just jia you and do my best.. Jia you jia you..

19:49

Sunday, March 19, 2006

Yay.. The busy busy week will be officially over tmr after the cn1111 test.. But the bad thing is I'm still so ill prepared.. My whole weekend was burned..

Commissioning ball is ok, but I got to say sorry to him, as I was quite shagged by being in the scorching sun for the whole morning and appeared to be so restless..

Today marks my first race with NUS.. It has been a good one, competing with people so strong.. Got silver in the end, though it wasnt really expected cos I felt that I haven been training hard enough for it.. Hmm.. Feel kinda of "I dont deserve it". But then was still quite glad.. =p

Nus made a sweep of the medals, winning 8 golds 6 silvers out of the total possible of 8 golds 8 silvers.. Wow.. What an acheivement.. Feel so happy for them..

Hmm.. shouldnt blog too much today, got to go and study for test now..

Bye bye..

22:14

Friday, March 17, 2006

Just saw an email send to me by a friend, its about indonesia having tsunami and why we shouldnt help them at all..

The reason given is that during the indonesian riots a few years ago, they brutally raped and killed many many chinese girls and showed many of the disgusting photos how they died.. The photos are completely horrifying.. A few of them showed photos of girls with their lower of the body all burst up..

Was so disturbed and upset by the photos that I saw.. Its so terrible.. Really.. Wished I never had open it before..

People who send these and forwarded this is too ......... I cant find any words suitable to describe.. Its too extreme..

I wished that I have never ever seen it before..

19:31

Thursday, March 16, 2006

CM mid term is over.. Not very sure how I faired cos I'm not sure whether the answers are correct not.. Hmmm.. At least one mid term down, up next.. CN.... The worst of all...

Just came back from dinner with the canoeist.. Was thinking, hmm they are really a good bunch of friends.. They do cheer me up lots, encourage me and help me.. Erm just like buy me sweets when I lose my phone, driving me home when i lost my wallet, helping me to finish my nan chi pasta =p, cracking so many jokes (so funny), lending me jacket when YIH is too cold, etc,etc.. You all rocks..

Not to thank him too.. Erm for him the lists is too long.. =p so I shall not start if not I will never end.. =p lol..

Lazy to put icons today.. So today's blog is a plain blog.. Lol..

2 more days to com's ball..

22:15

Tuesday, March 14, 2006

Nice moon and nice stars...

21:19

Monday, March 13, 2006

Little message of the day: There bound to be ups and downs in life, what is important is to hang on when its down and the ups will come..

Jia you for everything!!!
My thought now: Hope that he is really not upset anymore..

21:23

Even though sometimes things will be down, but I its this kind of upset that will tougher you up and make you learn and change..

Sorry.. I was foolish I realised..

07:56

Sunday, March 12, 2006

Was glad that you told me what's wrong.. Although it upset me quite a bit.. (because I was expecting console and sympathy instead of ) But at least I know what you are thinking about.. guessing is a very tiring chore..

23:56

Current mode: Feel like crying.. (No idea why.. PMS maybe?)

10:56

Saturday, March 11, 2006

I didnt know Singapore's cab is so lousy.. They dont even know where safti is.. I thought its like so big and should be quite well known right..

Somemore I thought the cab could drive all the way in then can save us from walking so long.. But then turn out that cabs cant drive in.. So we got to take a shuttle for a v v v short dist then walk a very long distance into where the parade is.. By the time we go through all this its like 6 already..

Luckily the parade is short and sweet and interesting.. Hmm.. But travl 3 hours for it lei.. Only talk less than 5 sentence to him la.. -_-"" Actually dunno if he recovered from his "dullness" too.. So dunno how whether I should leave him alone..

Then got to walk all the way back out from safti too.. Then go jurong point to eat dinner, we reach at 8, we only got our food at 9.. Its like what the hell... Why am I paying for service charge for this kind of service.. Then the waitress attitude also not very nice la.. (except for the cashier who smile at me and say thanks) Me and jasmine both wrote sucky feedback form for that though and messed up the table beside us so that they got to clean.. Lol.. Very bad right.. But really v angry..

But luckily got home quite fast. Train comes when I got to train station, transfer train also comes when I get there and 142 also arrives promptly.. So happy..

But very tired.. Dont think got energy to study le.. Got to call dear, but then I msn him, seems like he never sees it.. Should be playing dota ba.. No idea.. Call later ba..

22:58

Thursday, March 09, 2006

So stress.. I just feel like giving up.. But I know I won't.. So I just got to clench my teeth a little bit more.. It will end soon..

22:34

Lol.. this is so fun.. From xiao hui's blog..
It matches your face with celebrity faces and tell you who you look like.. Lol.. Obviously i tried it and here is the result..

Song Hye-kyo
74%
(I where got so chio lol)

Hilary Duff
70%
I dunno who she is!

Kim Hee-Sun
75%
this one has the highest %

Oprah Winfrey
I also dunno who she is
70%

Narmie Amuro
70%

Now dear dear's turn..

Micheal Jordan
lol.. 49%
a bit lei.. Lol..

Ricky Martin 50%
dunno why but looks like there are much lesser pictures of guys and the percentages of similarity are much smaller..
This is the webpage http://www.myheritage.com/#

19:44

Tuesday, March 07, 2006

Losing so many things that I feel so lost.. Firstly I lost Peiying's lab coat.. Secondly my wallet which contains so many things, including the com's parade invitation.. Hai..

Bad day today..

And now i lost my phone..

What the hell is wrong with me.... Must as well lose myself right...

22:59

Sunday, March 05, 2006

Although quite a fun idea.. Cos

you got get to attend this kind of grand things often..

can dress nice nice

got good food

But then

very boring

dress up nice nice need to spend a lot of time

got to spend a lot of money (dear dear spend like 250 just for dinner for the two of us)

dress is very expensive (150)

Then still got to buy necklace, shoe, ************, probably make-up like lip gloss?? Hmm the worse is most of this is only wear one-time only.. Hmph.. Made dear dear spend so much money, feel so bad..

So more yesterday I so grumpy towards him.. Dunno why also.. got to say sorry..

PS: enping says strangely tired is a symptom of chicken pox.. Oh no.. I'm feeling strangely tired.. But I dunno think so lei, its more than one week since I met him..

20:11

Friday, March 03, 2006

Hur hur the vending machine bully me..

I was just saying that I'm spending a lot of money last night and guess what happened today.. I spend 3.60 to buy one packet of M&M chocolate.. Stupid vending machine..

Ok la, in the end I got 3 packets of M&M chocolate but I only wanted one..

This is what happens:
I wanted to purchase 1 packet of the chocolate but the packet got stuck in the machine, thinking that if I buy another one, both packet will drop down, I bought 2. In this case I can give one to my sis.. So I bought 2, but after the first packet drop down, the second packet got stuck.. Was so bu gan yuan, I bought the third packet..

Luckily this time the second and third packet dropped down.. If not I think I will stand there and try and try till my cash card runs out of money.. Bleah..
Stupid machine la...

Sniff Sniff..

13:16

Thursday, March 02, 2006

Hmm as the title says I'm spending a lot of money.. Dunno why lei.. I never buy anything what.. But I'm like spending 8 plus bucks everyday.. Hmm.. If like that I will be bankrupt soon.. Lol.. Hmm.. Must be all the food that I buy.. Bleah.. Eating too much le.. Bleah..

Will be having a crazy week 2 weeks later.. 16th is CM1502 mid term, 18th-19th mr500, 18th position paper due, 18th commissioning ball, 20th CN1111 midterm.. Scary right..

Just gotten my team nus jacket.. Think it looks damn nice lor.. But then I dont like it cos I think pple who wear it are very showy.. But the think is team nus very great meh, in the first place.. Lol.. =p But then I still think its nice.. Somemore its free.. Lol..

20:55

Wednesday, March 01, 2006

GP results is out today.. I got C5.. Actually doesnt feel much, just know that at least I dont need to spend another 100plus bucks taking the exam again.. =p Actually I think EG1471 helped me quite a lot.. It taught me how to structure my argument with simple and gramatically correct english.. I got to thank mrs Nerney..

Oiwing got C5 also, which is an improvement over her last years result.. But i think she expects more.. Dunno whether she is sad not.. Hmm..

I was talking to my friends today during lecture and we talked about how we spend the weekend.. Then I realised a lot of them spend their weekend mugging.. Lol.. I never thought of it this way.. But come to think of it, if I'm still single now I think my weekend will be like that too.. So boring then.. Although I'm more busy and more tired now but I feel happier, more chong shi and less mugger liao.. And being more busy, I'm able to manage my time better and spend it more efficiently..

And I'm amazed at how people can go with a lack of sleep and be attentive on lectures.. Especially when the lecture is boring plus the lecturer is lousy.. How did they ever make it.. And also amazed by dear dear.. He never complained about him being very tired and want to sleep.. Actually he seldom complains, he takes whatever nonsense that is given.. Something that I admire?? lol.. I think so..

19:42