Thursday, April 20, 2006

I wonder how jasmine can discipline herself to train everyday.. Hmm.. I think she deserve to be fast giving the amount of training she is doing.. I kind of admire how she trains.. Surely I dont have the discipline to train as hard..

The thing about this is that I hope my life wont revolved too much on canoeing.. But i do want canoeing to be a part of my life.. Ermm but if i dont train a lot a lot then my boat wont be fast.. So contradicting..

About training everyday twice a day during the holiday: The idea seems quite fresh and quite fun.. But that means i cant work during the holidays.. That also means i got no money to spend.. Cant like hou zhe lian pi ask mummy for pocket money what.. Holiday suppose to work to support myself.. Then how? Sobs...

That also means that my life will be centered around canoeing?? I dont like that idea.. during academic term, canoeing and studies already takes up like almost all of my time.. then during holidays am I going to let canoeing take up almost all my time too?? Arghh i dont want it like that.. HOW TO BALANCE???? Hur hur..

chuan dao qiao tao zhi ran zhi la.. See how la..

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