Wednesday, July 05, 2006

Ok, dont need to say how good i am.. I am not doing great at all.. All that happen were bcos I wasnt able to manage the team well.. All of the sense of being left out, the feeling that there isnt any team anymore could have been prevented.. I almost lost the whole team.. How good can I be??

I hope what happen yesterday would be the last episode of the roughness that i have been going through.. Was quite disgusted at how i reacted cos i totally lost control of the situation.. I guess its bcos it came from someone i trusted and cared for.. Emotions was much greater than my logical thinking and i couldnt handle it properly.. I think i got to learn more EQ..

Ziyang and peiying will know how sensitive I am when people use vulgarity, especially on me.. I still remember every single incident that people uses vulgarity on me.. I just cannot stand it..

For those that are there, thanks for helping me.. Really.. Couldnt express how much i appreciated you all for being there..

Btw i think my handphone might have some problem.. Cos i seem not to be receiving messages that others claim to have send me.. Another weird thing.. hurhur..

Erm yaa i wanna say sorry to daisy cos i seem to be bullying him recently.. =p but quite fun la.. revenge for keep saying i'm fat. Even if that is the truth, also dun need to keep saying one what..errrrr.. lol haha.. ok la, =p i should stop fooling around..

Feeling confused recently.. A lot of weird thoughts and a lot of weird feelings that is leaving me totally confused..

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