Thursday, August 10, 2006
People have been asking how come i never update my blog and my answer is always that there is nothing really interesting to update about.. This whole holiday is mainly about the team.. Luckily ziyang has been understanding and supportive.. He heard a lot of my crumpiness.. Poor thing, i think he will never see anyone more crumpy than me.. =p
So guess why i blogged today??? Cos there is this irritating old woman who is so rude that made me blogged so that i can tell the whole world that she is rude and help me vent my anger.. Argggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhh..
I was at the toa payoh mrt interchange waiting for 142 and as everyone should know, there is this metal railing for people to queue in and where people can lean on.. When i was there, I like at the end of the metal railing kinda of thing and stoning while waiting.. Then there is this old woman who came from behind and use the umbrella and hand to push me further into the metal railing and scolded me in hokkien:" you dont wanna to lean on the railing, I want to!" I am like stunned.. She could have just told me, or signalled her presence.. I was back facing her will she came, how the hell will i know that she was behind..
Furthermore there isnt like much space for me to move in front anyway, luckily a woman with her daughter before me inch forward so that i have more space.. The woman also wei wo da bao bu pin saying: "so rude." though softly but i was like so glad that there are people on my side.. I also heard the woman asked her daughter to move forward more just in case the old woman starting roaring at her..
I thought always thought old ladies are ci xiang, but obviously i'm wrong..
I'm thinking if i am experiencing a burnt out phase now.. Checked the meaning of burnt out and its defined as Worn out or exhausted, especially as a result of long-term stress.
Hmmm.. I dunno... Probably.. From when i just started, there is like mr500, then its womens cham, sdbf, ncc and coming up soon is round ubin and putra.. mr500 its like i just joined back canoeing and haven even really got back my fitness, and there seems to be a need to perform.. womens cham is like just after exam and that means got to train through exam.. with the addition of the horrible progress of coming up.. baaaaaaa...
I just feel sian la, and i wanna take a break.. But everybody is busy, and there is no one to open the shed for the juniors who want to train, so i end up forcing myself to go training.. hurhur.. This kind of feeling sucks.. but today is ok la, never really pia and dont feel like piaing also.. hurhur..
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