Tuesday, December 04, 2007
My dad woke up two days ago.
There are many times when I go to hospital wanting to visit him, but finding myself in the hospital not wanting to go to the ward. And when i'm in the ward already, I cant bear to look at him. It all seem to hurt too much.
Every time I visit him, I cant do anything except to stand there and watch. Tomorrow is his birthday, but I doubt I can do anything special for him too.
With him awake now, his every movement seems like a huge chore, even opening his right eye lid. Besides that we dont even know if he does recognize us. hopefully he does and finds comfort by knowing that we are there.
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