Sunday, May 25, 2008

People are complaining that I am not updating my blog. Yup, I am not. Not so much because I am not free to, but its because there is nothing really interesting happening.

I have been kind of detached from all my social circles recently. The main reason is because my dad is home and I know that I should be staying at home on the weekends so that my mum can get a breather and probably go out for a while. Thus my life for these past months have been working, sleeping, watching anime, watching tv, running occasionally, and trying to learn a lot of funny funny software but without much success.

As a result, my life is getting so monotonous that it just repeats itself everyday and every week. I didnt feel much at first. But after a while I realised that I have become rather antisocial. I.e not meeting friends, not talking to people, not going online on msn, etc. I seem to be trying to exclude myself from the external world. And my mood has been getting bad. PMS?? I dont think so.

I think its a stay-at-home+montonous-lifestyle-sydrome.. hurhur.. I am blogging about this cos I thought I found back my old self at the Singapore national concrete canoe competition. Helping out with "my team mates", and playing frisbee together. It has been a great day. Taking part in funny funny competitions and enjoying ourselves. (On a side note:NUS team cliched both the first and second place finishing. Congrats to them. =) they deserve it for the hardwork they put in.. )

But for now whenever I go out in the weekends, I will start feeling guilty for not being able to stay at home. This is becoming a vicious cycle. If this continue, I think my stay-at-home syndrome will get worse. I need to break out of it. BUT HOW??

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