Wednesday, March 31, 2010
Its at the low point in your life that you start to appreciate those around you.
Thanks to jasmine. I really owe her a lot after the incident. And I'm sorry too. I have missed quite a couple of runs. Thanks for being my listening ear, crying for me, warding off my additional troubles as well as being there when needed. And most importantly you are a source of my courage!!
(Probably its fated that I got to rest my ankle)
Thanks to my colleagues. Especially those who saw me break down but pretended they never see anything. It wasn't intentional. I just lost control for a while. Sorry.
Thanks to ben ben who sent me back home after I sprained my ankle.
Thanks to those who showed concern. I didn't name all. The list cant end. I appreciate you all from the bottom of my heart.
23:06
How does it feel to build your happiness on your love ones misery? Probably he doesn't love me anymore.
Once his heart is no longer with you, it doesnt matter how many chances you give him. The more chances you give, the more you show your stupidity.
I guess I am one of those people who need to bang wall several times before waking up to the cruel reality.
The pain is so intense. But its a prove that I'm still alive.
Do I sound very emo?
To those who hope to know my story. I was quite ashamed to tell it. But it is part of my growing up process. Good or bad I should document it down. In summary, he sacrificed my happiness to continue with his prior chapter in life.
However I still do not understand why will a person sacrifice his existing happiness to pursue his regrets in the past. Wont that just cause more regrets? I respect his decision though.
Bite and clench on and believe that happiness is awaiting.
07:42
Saturday, March 27, 2010
This is my pengu 一号.
This is my pengu 二号.
21:19
Painful but necessary decision. One that needs to be done to forget the past and to move forward. Bite and clench on, and believe that happiness is awaiting me
21:14
Itachi Uchiha.
The most respectable character I have seen from so many animes that I have watched. I wondered if there is anyone so great in this real world.
He is now my favorite character of all time.
To know that someone lived for you and sacrificed EVERYTHING for you is tremendous pressure. Furthermore he made Sasuke Uchiha killed him. Probably it is better is to die of sickness. At least if Sasuke eventually knows the truth, he wont be in so much pain.
I guess he couldnt escape in time. Now his little brother is going to revenge for him. And by revenging, Sasuke will be destroying whatever Itachi has been trying to protect all the while.
Sad!!
Haaaa. why am I analyzing anime.
But he is my favorite character.. He is like how strong la. *Admiration*
09:37
Sunday, March 21, 2010
It may takes 10 years to build but it takes only 10 seconds to blow if all up.
走错一步，当真全盘结束？
20:41
