Wednesday, March 31, 2010

How does it feel to build your happiness on your love ones misery? Probably he doesn't love me anymore.

Once his heart is no longer with you, it doesnt matter how many chances you give him. The more chances you give, the more you show your stupidity.

I guess I am one of those people who need to bang wall several times before waking up to the cruel reality.

The pain is so intense. But its a prove that I'm still alive.

Do I sound very emo?

To those who hope to know my story. I was quite ashamed to tell it. But it is part of my growing up process. Good or bad I should document it down. In summary, he sacrificed my happiness to continue with his prior chapter in life.

However I still do not understand why will a person sacrifice his existing happiness to pursue his regrets in the past. Wont that just cause more regrets? I respect his decision though.

Bite and clench on and believe that happiness is awaiting.

07:42