Saturday, April 03, 2010
Been thinking a lot and that's why I'm blogging more than usual. There are many questions that pop out of my head. The one that has been bugging me the most is: Why am I treated this way? I feel like I dont deserve this treatment.
But I realised the answer is quite simple. That is: The world is just unfair.
Haaa. So easy right.
When one give, one does not expect reciprocation. But most people do hope that the person whom they give to doesn't turn against them. In fact they shouldn't.
But some humans are just cruel. Look at how some children cheat off their parents' life long savings. They did it without the consideration of how their parents have provided them with yearrrrss of unconditional love. I cant help but sigh. This is the world we are living in.. Comparing the parents loss to my loss, mine is like 小巫见大巫.
Love is a gamble. Nobody forced me to place my stakes. I trusted him and took the gamble. So now, I merely lost a gamble and I should just accept the results without being a sore loser. Nothing that I should grumble about.
Need some time to recover from the debts and earn some stakes before I decide if I want to gamble again. Haaaa.
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